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This novel, Cole's first, is a remarkable leisurely depiction
of urban life, seen from a single perspective. It’s something like W G Sebald
for cities. The narrator has a job as a psychiatrist, but for most of the novel
we accompany him as he walks around New York, a true flaneur in the style of
Baudelaire, observing and commenting on people he knows, but as well, observing
city life – the people usually ignored in fiction.
The narrator, like the author, is Nigerian-American, which
means he has a multiplicity of viewpoints with the people he interacts with. One
of the fascinations of the novel is how the narrator appears seamlessly to be
part of different communities: the classical music buffs at Carnegie Hall (he knows
all the major Mahler conductors) as well as strolling around the Bronx and
Harlem (and getting mugged by teenagers in Central Park).
Most of the novel is set in New York, except for a few weeks in Brussels, another city, when the
author has a fleeting sexual encounter with a stranger. It’s rather peculiar
that he makes sure he is anonymous – he uses a
false name for the encounter. Come to think of it, there is a common
theme of names throughout the book. He is constantly repeating names,
forgetting the names of people he met, even the woman he has sex with:
Afterward, she told me her name: Marta, Esther? I forgot it immediately.
All this is fascinating.. The narrator is a sensitive,
reflective, rather passive, observer of events. The same seems to apply to his
own relationships. He has a kind of girlfriend, Nadege, but she doesn’t make an
appearance in the book, and they break up early in the story: “It was painful, this breaking apart, but it
surprised neither of us.”
To be honest, the narrator’s passivity drives me up the wall
– I can’t help feeling he prefers to run away from any involvement.
But Cole commits, to
my mind, a fundamental error in a fiction title, a breach of the rules
of fiction. It all the more astonishing since, right at the end of the novel,
we learn something about the narrator that is totally out of keeping with what
has come before. He is at a party, and meet a woman, Moji, who he knew many
years before. She accuses him of forcing himself on her when he was only 14 and
she was 15. While, she claims, he never mentioned it again, she has lived with
this harm ever since.
Before this episode is introduced, the narrator appears to
exonerate himself in a characteristically long-winded aside that turns out to
be relevant to what follows:
Each person must, on some level,
take himself as the calibration point for normalcy … whatever our self-admitted
eccentricities might be, we are not the villains of our own stories.
And he concludes this long discussion:
From my point of view, thinking
about the story of my life, even without claiming any especially heigtend [sic]
sense of ethics, I am satisfied that I have hewed close to the good.
Immediately afterwards is this bombshell of an accusation. What
jars is not simply that he should be accused of behaviour so diametrically
opposed to everything we have learned of the narrator to date. It is that he
does not rebut what his accuser says; he simply moves on, and we get a long
account of a Mahler performance that seems to me to be avoiding the issue. If someone
claims you violated her, should you not respond? Or, if this is a novel, should
you not think to yourself (we are granted the narrator’s ability to reflect and
review his own thoughts, in the narrative structure) about what has been said?
Instead, we get absolutely nothing: no mention from the
narrator if this accusation is correct or false. Surely we have a duty as
humans to respond, not simply to run away from such claims? By the end of the
novel, my thoughts are not about the sensitivity of this observer of city life,
but the weird fictional structure by which the narrator is accused but refuses
to respond. It’s deeply unsatisfying.